Day 4- empty.

So, I’m past the first 3 days.  Monumental?  I believe so.  I’m feeling magnificent about this, really.

I’ve been having a variety of withdrawl symptoms.  At night I’m having a hard time getting to sleep before 3am.  What did the easy cure for this used to be?  Alcohol.  Now, I find myself laying in bed playing games online, or something of that variety- and quite honestly I’m okay with staying up and sleeping later (or just getting far less sleep as a whole) as an alternative to the alcohol choice.

The first three days were very hard, it’s true- but I have a long journey still ahead of me.

My healthy start to Day 3.  Feeling very empowered and stoked today that my lunch/dinner isn’t drunken greasy food. Today is beautiful.

My healthy start to Day 3.  Feeling very empowered and stoked today that my lunch/dinner isn’t drunken greasy food.

Today is beautiful.

Day 2- withdrawls?

I typically have a very admirable, trustworthy, and reliable immune system.  I rarely get sick, and when I do I can usually contain it quickly and keep going. 

With that being said, I was incredibly shocked/scared/worried last night when during the middle of the night my chest got very very tight, and it felt like my throt was trying to claw its way out of my neck.  The whole upper half of my body felt very heavy and tight all of a sudden, and I don’t know why.  Is this a symptom of alcohol withdrawls?

I freaked out a little and ate some coughdrops, and I’m feeling totally better this morning.  Feeling just a slight burn.  Scared.

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