October 2009
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Day 4- empty.
So, I’m past the first 3 days. Monumental? I believe so. I’m feeling magnificent about this, really.
I’ve been having a variety of withdrawl symptoms. At night I’m having a hard time getting to sleep before 3am. What did the easy cure for this used to be? Alcohol. Now, I find myself laying in bed playing games online, or something of that variety- and quite honestly...
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“If you think you can do it, or you think you can’t do it, You are right.”
– Henry Ford
Symptoms of Alcohol Withdrawl →
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Day 2- withdrawls?
I typically have a very admirable, trustworthy, and reliable immune system. I rarely get sick, and when I do I can usually contain it quickly and keep going.
With that being said, I was incredibly shocked/scared/worried last night when during the middle of the night my chest got very very tight, and it felt like my throt was trying to claw its way out of my neck. The whole upper half of my...
“The road to success is dotted with many tempting parking places.”
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Day 2- it hurts.
My mother always told me that if I wanted to kick any sort of habit that the hardest 3’s were the biggest hill I had to climb. 3 days were the hardest. 3 weeks were a little harder. 3 months is when it get’s steady.
Today I am halfway up the first 3 day trek up the hill, and it is not easy. I didn’t think it would be easy- it’s just much harder than I thought it would...
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Day 1- Urges
Its 7:00pm, and again I find myself having an urge to drink alcohol. I look all around me and see that I’m here, laying in my bed, all alone. What else is there to do? It’s all I’ve known to do while alone. While I haven’t completely put down books in the past few years, I have none here to read- and television is not at all appealing. While I look at the screen and...
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Day 1- (Cheers)To a new begining!
Where do I start? How, better yet? I’m lucky to even know where I am. Does that work?
I’m not the average person. Well, maybe I am. For the sake of identity preservation while I embark on my journey, I am for all intents an purposes of this blog just a person. Not a guy, not a girl- male nor female (or any sort of hybrid of the two in between). I’m just a person, with a...